Its Christmas Eve and Santa has yet to show up.Two out of four of my kids are sick as dogs w the tummy bug,(waiting to see who will be its next victim) and the globe just got spun on us again. I know this is insane, I know this is ridiculous but we now have no idea where or when we will move. I know it will be soon, but I'm growing quite tired of things being up in the air. Its like I'm on a radical road to somewhere , I just don't have a clue where.
I sure do love my family and maybe that's why it evokes such powerful emotions within me. I literary feel like scratching my eye balls out right now. Ok maybe that would be the dumbest idea I've had (so far) but..... I'm helpless and that's not a good look for me. Looking to the light , I just keep thinking how fortunate we are , with our beautiful,intelligent, charismatic children. We have plenty food, shelter, ect. WE ARE FORTUNATE and I AM THANKFUL.
Still planning for the wedding. I made time to go out and catch up with two ppl I care very much about . I'm so glad , long time over due! We had a great time, just the three of us and some beers. :-)
Well its time for Santa to come and Im ready for bed so until next time.
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