It was a beautiful Saturday today.I think starting off the day with strawberry banana pancakes was a great idea. Kids played out back quite a bit. Kaylee & I went and got library cards for everyone.  The kids cards are free for the summer time only, afterwards its $40 for the entire family. We had fun picking out books and DVD's, so much to choose from . 
  I'm guessing tomorrow we will be playing outside more, depends on the weather.The garden is starting to produce veggies , how very exciting! We ate our 1st cucumber yesterday. I just realized we have zucchini that will be ready shorty. This garden has defiantly been a great experiment , I'm hooked on gardening now. The kids sure love it, its fascinating to see them care for plants. 
  I've put in applications for a few places. Need a J-O-B , A-S-A-P. Nights only. 
It may seem crazy , but there is no other way. I need money to further my education and pursue my life purpose. I feel so bad just setting here when I could be helping others. There has got to be a point in my life where I focus on my happiness and life fulfillment. Adam just can't famine how I could go for a job, school and 4 kids all at the same time. He's worried, sometimes it feels like I'm not getting his support , in fact I'm not. I've made it clear he can be with me or against me , either way, I'm doing something. Things have to change. I'm not getting any younger. This family deserves the best of me , and  I need to feel that I'm giving my best. 
  Hoping for a sunny Sunday. 




Bon Voyage :-D