Yes I know he was on the table

    Looking for Friday ....guess thats a sign the week has failed me. The weather has been great, more than anyone could ask for. The kids have been a joy. (this means nothing has been destroyed or demolished) Bugs have been on my plants a bit and my nerves more.

   On the 6th of June, my 3 oldest children will be visiting with "Grandma". I really can't say what that week will be like for me. Lonely, peaceful, relaxing, those words don't even go together. I feel reluctant to let them leave but they will so enjoy it. I'm likely to spend the entire week wondering around with my head cut off , who am I kidding that's what I do anyway. 

   I have searched and searched for things to keep me busy, involving sewing alas I have made baby shoes comparable to Robeez. No photos yet. Once I've purchased the new fabric they will be displayed. 

   Think I may try to go fight some mosquitoes and do some yoga. I need to clear my mind ASAP. 

I'm pretty low right now. When the world brings me down , its up to me alone to pick myself up, for the love of my family I shall press on. This weekend things should be better. Maybe sights we will see, friends we will make, maybe something great will happen. Until then ho-freakin-hum. ( violin music ) *tear drops*  

good-night.