Vent

  
 Monday again? Oh come on give me a brake. Well, I must face the facts my friends...my camera is sick. I will have to let it go for 2-4 weeks to be "repaired". I have no idea whats going on besides auto focus well...won't.
I have a cool pix ...guess that will have to do *sigh.
    Tomorrow Kruse will go get his stitches removed while I set on him. Poor lil guy. On the up side that will be the end of that. Should be fun with 3 others jumping around well 2 anyway. Now, I LOVE my kids of course and am happy to be able to care for them. I try very hard never to complain , because they didn't ask to be here.
I just have to say it's not easy. I don't know why but lately I have caught a little flack, for "needing" Adam's help.  I have to say I do  well for having no sitters, no extra "help" , and a night out now thats just comedy.   If you think it's so easy, I beg of you to come try it out.
  
    The rain is bringing me down man! I need to get out in the yard. I need to work on my plants and other projects I have lined up for this summer. I need badly to work on sewing more, new products, marketing, ect.
There is so much info out there, I would like so very much to go back to school. I am sad , because I know that can't happen right now. Ahhh, as the old saying goes , I've made my bed and I must lay in it. (this is not my actual thoughts on the matter) To make money to go back to school , to learn to build a career, so that i can support my family, (and actually feel like I matter in this life) of course , I must have money to begin with. I can't actually say what I want to do for a living, not because I fear others opinion, but for lack of caring if any one supports it or not. One of the toughest lessons to learn is , not giving your enemies a stage to dance on.

    I've been blessed with my own set of wheels. There for I have made trips to the park and library this week.       We have had tons of fun. My kids are so very well behaved while with me. How could this be? Perhaps .... I'm not the pushover parent hmmmm...

   I am just looking to the future and thinking of the possibilities. I hate the feeling life is passing me by. After all, who doesn't? You only get one chance.
  

"My name is Brobee!"