Another day at the Park

This is her ..."can i quit saying cheese now?" face. 

The park was beautiful today. 

Kamron, Kaylee & Kruse playing 

I was way to beautiful to capture in a picture.

Footsie Wootsies 

I can't help it i love taking pic of trees 

FUN in the SUN

 It was so warm and windy today. I swear it felt  like being wrapped in a blanket just out of the dryer.

 Tomorrow is a day I hope to pull together and make productive. I'm really looking forward to sunshine , even though its supposed to storm : / .  I could hang so much out to dry tomorrow if it's anything like it was today. I wished I would have done more house work , but my head just wasn't in the right place.

 Kamron has been missing school fairly regularly here lately. Partially due to my chronic insomnia. I have no idea what to do about it , I'm  guessing... Google.  Summer school starts directly following normal school year. I have got to get back organized.

  I have promised myself more reading and research in my spare time. (whatever that is) It has come to my attention, after my recent decision to become a vegetarian , I need to set goals more often. I really enjoy eating this way. Sometimes I don't understand why it makes others angry. I am so not the type of person to force my beliefs about food , religion, what have you, on anyone. I don't do control freaks. Your choice is who you choose to be, and if your causing no harm your alright with me! - Ben Harper

  We went shopping tonight. I absolutely LOVE when they have a bunch of organic stuff they deem unsaleable, and mark down low just for me. I also noticed a camper in the parking lot  there, really wanted to jump in. Then I played the game of trying to guess who owned it by how they were dressed. Think I had'um.

   As I may have mentioned in passed blogs, I have been thinking way to hard. I'm constantly analyzing the situations at hand. The future is staring us right in the face, I constantly feel  its coming like the reaper, perhaps thats what you call a panic attack..?

From the cap of my Honest Tea to you .
   John Wooden said, Things turn out best for the people who make the best of the way things turn out.

   kushti bak, & Dja devlesa !

Kaylee helped me transplant our veggies today.

Miss Anita came today and made tie dyed butterflies 

We  made a mobile to display them with.

Before.

After.

The Aloe ; )

         "One good thing about music is when it hits- you feel no pain." ~ Bob Marley

Love.

The Van Man...

Peace. Love . Vans

Vent

  
 Monday again? Oh come on give me a brake. Well, I must face the facts my friends...my camera is sick. I will have to let it go for 2-4 weeks to be "repaired". I have no idea whats going on besides auto focus well...won't.
I have a cool pix ...guess that will have to do *sigh.
    Tomorrow Kruse will go get his stitches removed while I set on him. Poor lil guy. On the up side that will be the end of that. Should be fun with 3 others jumping around well 2 anyway. Now, I LOVE my kids of course and am happy to be able to care for them. I try very hard never to complain , because they didn't ask to be here.
I just have to say it's not easy. I don't know why but lately I have caught a little flack, for "needing" Adam's help.  I have to say I do  well for having no sitters, no extra "help" , and a night out now thats just comedy.   If you think it's so easy, I beg of you to come try it out.
  
    The rain is bringing me down man! I need to get out in the yard. I need to work on my plants and other projects I have lined up for this summer. I need badly to work on sewing more, new products, marketing, ect.
There is so much info out there, I would like so very much to go back to school. I am sad , because I know that can't happen right now. Ahhh, as the old saying goes , I've made my bed and I must lay in it. (this is not my actual thoughts on the matter) To make money to go back to school , to learn to build a career, so that i can support my family, (and actually feel like I matter in this life) of course , I must have money to begin with. I can't actually say what I want to do for a living, not because I fear others opinion, but for lack of caring if any one supports it or not. One of the toughest lessons to learn is , not giving your enemies a stage to dance on.

    I've been blessed with my own set of wheels. There for I have made trips to the park and library this week.       We have had tons of fun. My kids are so very well behaved while with me. How could this be? Perhaps .... I'm not the pushover parent hmmmm...

   I am just looking to the future and thinking of the possibilities. I hate the feeling life is passing me by. After all, who doesn't? You only get one chance.
  

"My name is Brobee!"

Lately ...

KBC

Here comes trouble ...

Kamron's Pre-K Class 2009-2010

Kaylee Turns 4

From Nonna & Pop

Blow!

Sweet Pea

Mad Princess

Sad Princess : (

Kaylee's Birthday Trip to the Park

Bubble Boy

Welcome Home Kay Kay

Hello Kaylee