One more day down, 1,000 more to go. It gets quite monotonous being a S@H mom. I try to find something to look forward to each day , naturally. I was really upset about not getting to clean believer it or not. I'm Dieing for things to get back to "normal".
I'm working really hard not to let people disgust me so. It's soooo hard sometimes to stay positive. Going through each day hoping I won't fall into a depression. I've had PPD before , and it was HELL. I never want to be in that place again.
The kids went out today and played , it was 60degrees and the snow was melting like crazy , so they were out throwing snow balls while they could and getting soaking wet and muddy. Lots of fun! Karter has been teething , he's a little early and I told him that , he didn't seem to mind and is continuing to pursue teeth at his young age.
I've been working on Easter stuffs. Sewing is so much fun. I need to do more projects. I want need to go check out a few different stores. Hobby Lobby has great prints, but I've never been to joann's . Wal-Mart's prints all SUCK!! They're way behind in style. My tags came in ...vista print, not impressed, but will work for now. Gotta get working on my ESTY store & Paypal account. The spammers have made craigslist unusable. The spring and summer will be my best months hopefully . Im going to lay out a business plan so that'll put everything into perspective.
Seriously suffering from insomnia right now , NEED SLEEP!!
NOTE: We still haven't set a date for the wedding. Always have people asking, but I don't feel up to discussing it.
I have no clue when we'll have enough money to pay for everything. Once we do , we will. You only get married once , and even though we had children well before marriage, we both deserve a nice wedding.
If it just so happens that we decide to go to the court house it would be for the purpose of using the money for Kamron's adoption.
I don't care for other's silly opinions.... I've been cursed , I read people to well and it's a burden.
Anyway, we love each other and I think that's apparent.
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