Its Christmas Eve and Santa has yet to show up.Two out of four of my kids are sick as dogs w the tummy bug,(waiting to see who will be its next victim) and the globe just got spun on us again. I know this is insane, I know this is ridiculous but we now have no idea where or when we will move. I know it will be soon, but I'm growing quite tired of things being up in the air. Its like I'm on a radical road to somewhere , I just don't have a clue where.
I sure do love my family and maybe that's why it evokes such powerful emotions within me. I literary feel like scratching my eye balls out right now. Ok maybe that would be the dumbest idea I've had (so far) but..... I'm helpless and that's not a good look for me. Looking to the light , I just keep thinking how fortunate we are , with our beautiful,intelligent, charismatic children. We have plenty food, shelter, ect. WE ARE FORTUNATE and I AM THANKFUL.
Still planning for the wedding. I made time to go out and catch up with two ppl I care very much about . I'm so glad , long time over due! We had a great time, just the three of us and some beers. :-)
Well its time for Santa to come and Im ready for bed so until next time.
Friday, December 24, 2010
Monday, December 20, 2010
Adam's Work Family Christmas Party
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| Cookie Making |
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| Kamron's cookie |
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| Yes, ladies and gentlemen what you are looking at is indeed a tiny monkey |
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| Walking her monkey |
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| That little monkey loved her popcorn! |
Catching Up....Where to Begin
So.... Many months have passed and my computer has been collecting dust, which also gave me ample time to sit an ponder the future of this blog. I'm extremely thankful to all friends and family who take the time to read and comment. So much has happened in the time I have been away I hardly know where to start. Well , first thing of course we're moving again most all friends and fam know this. Now to a lesser known fact, we're moving back to Dyersburg, which is where our family is from. Now that ice is broken.
The next big news (which is bigger than anything I can think of ATM) is our decision to tie the knot. This is the year, were trying not to be to forward with this news because lets face it.... not everyone thinks we deserve this wedding. Lack of support wont hinder our desire to make happy memories. Thats all I will say regarding that.
Just when I was letting the idea go that things could be like I wanted them to be, along came on of my awesome girlfriends to save the day and offer to help me make the most of our big day. Thats why I choose Kristen Nelson as my Maid of Honor. It was a hard decision , because the few lady friends I have are my BFF's for life! Kristen is already graduated and in the work force having secured a job as a parmacy tec at Dyersburg Regional Medical Center , so I figured she would be the most available for planning and what have you. I still need brides maids only have one more friend in mind ;-) .
Now with all that sap out of the way we can attempt to pick up there I left off a few months back. Kruse had a rockin 3rd birthday party ! (Nov.12)
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| Butters looks bummed ! Must be that store bought cake :-) |
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| YES this is against my religion but it was Nonna's treat ! (Thank You Nonna) |
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| OPEN!! |
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| Finally |
Karter Abram's 1st Birthday shortly followed (Dec.7th)
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| Lovely ! |
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABERS! |
Kamron's been winding up his first 6m of kindergarten ready for the holiday season!
That's it for now more asap !
party in my tummy
Video I made while pregnant with my 4th child Karter (I was 8m preg)
Where the kids and I dance to Party in My Tummy
Monday, November 22, 2010
Monday, November 1, 2010
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Shift & Change
As promised, I have news to share. We were recently informed that it was once again time to move. Now, sparks of concerns fly but I assure you , we've been here before ;-) .Its always a new start, its always exciting. Things are so radical right now in the world and elsewhere but I can tell you this , home is peace. Have you ever had a dream that left you happy in the waking hour? In fact I have and it happened in all reality. Nice for a change.
I've had an all natural psychedelic experience with life. Things are shaping up. Psychedelic as in mind-manifesting. A creative exuberance if you will. Change of perception that was long over due if you ask me. Forever I swear I've felt out of place in the world. Its been like being 10 years older than I am at whatever stage in life I can think of, and if you haven't been there let me tell you, its been difficult. I'm not sure I will ever know why this has happened.
I'm just glad I have it sorted out ....kind of.
Love you each and everyone!
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Winds of Change
Big announcements coming up soon. Our tribe of 6 are shifting and shaping. Let me just say that life is a gift, and at the present we are overwhelmed with joy and love for our family. We are all healthy. We have plenty of love to keep us a float if all else fails. In a few months our bindings will be cut and we will be set free into the world. If your curious , stay tuned. All I can say for now is life is beautiful and we are happy to be sharing it with each other.
Monday, October 18, 2010
Down on the Farm
I've been interested for quite some time , tho in the past have lacked the confidence to lay claim to my desire to become a midwife. Partly due to my fear of failure. I think we all carry that to some extent. There is so much to learn , and I no longer feel the pressure of under achievement lingering like a rain cloud over my life. I must accept that it may take me longer and will be more difficult due to my responsibility to my family. However long it takes , I will continue to share the common goal of all womans health professionals and that is whats most important.
http://www.midwiferyworkshops.org/
http://www.rememberthemothers.org/
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
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